today was so damn emos.! =(
andd today, i jus couldn't concentrate on myy drawinq
went out of the classroom tuhh cool myself up by listening tuhh my songs
but the songs that i listened couldnt bring me smile.
couldn't be the way i used tuhh control myself.

Mates walkinq past me, asking if im okays?
so i was like pretending nothing happened andd answeredd dem okays.
andd put on a fake smile..!
controlled and nothing happen. (thats was wad im tinkinq)
Next came, my goodf
letting me tuhhh drop my tears
i wish i could be strong;
i wish i can controlledd my emotions
by avoiding 2goodf.
but i cant. i know dey concern abt me.
thanks for ur concern . my 2 goodfs
but i jus wanna be alone and prevent yew all tuhh be worriedd.

went back class, tinkinq whyy am i in this situtation?
why i cant even help myself.
stop tinkinq. pretend tuhh be everything fine
cus dun wanna let my problem tuhh affect dem
smile and laugh for all i can =)

flashbacks on my past
every hour, minutes and second
i jus couldnt stop tinkinq of it.