♥Friday, January 07, 2011♥
What's up with my life?
OHHHH DAMN SHYT ! What's up with my life now.
deep down to the bottom of my heart, i have words that cant be explained.
I have feeling that left unsaid.
Seriously, i feel that my life is so screwed up.
I shouldnt have let you step into my life and mess with it.
My fault ! )):
2011 , should be a new start of the year .
But why am i still dragging all the shitty emo self of me to the 2011 ?
And i know i have to find a way out for myself, nobody help me but only myself.
Or maybe i should really put my mind off from thinking.
It's just the starts of the year , i hope everything will be smooth sailing ahead.
be it in attachment , relationship , or what so ever. I hope i can really set my mind off from thinking.
Do my part and overcome all the obstacles that is obstructing my life.
And sadly, my attachment work starts next week .
hoefully, i will able to work things well .
2months of endurance.
I shall see how much will my endurance be.
So i've wrote down some Resolutions for 2011.
* To find my back true self.
* Able to loss to my ideal weight
* earn and save up lots of lots of money
* memoriable 21th birthday
* Be happy always
* smooth sailing for whatever i do
* move on with my life
and many many more.
will update if i've think of any .
But seriously right now, i feel so regretted.
regretted on the decision i've made.
If only, time will rewind back .
I hope everything will remain the same like before.
OHHHH DAMN SHYT ! What's up with my life now.
deep down to the bottom of my heart, i have words that cant be explained.
I have feeling that left unsaid.
Seriously, i feel that my life is so screwed up.
I shouldnt have let you step into my life and mess with it.
My fault ! )):
2011 , should be a new start of the year .
But why am i still dragging all the shitty emo self of me to the 2011 ?
And i know i have to find a way out for myself, nobody help me but only myself.
Or maybe i should really put my mind off from thinking.
It's just the starts of the year , i hope everything will be smooth sailing ahead.
be it in attachment , relationship , or what so ever. I hope i can really set my mind off from thinking.
Do my part and overcome all the obstacles that is obstructing my life.
And sadly, my attachment work starts next week .
hoefully, i will able to work things well .
2months of endurance.
I shall see how much will my endurance be.
So i've wrote down some Resolutions for 2011.
* To find my back true self.
* Able to loss to my ideal weight
* earn and save up lots of lots of money
* memoriable 21th birthday
* Be happy always
* smooth sailing for whatever i do
* move on with my life
and many many more.
will update if i've think of any .
But seriously right now, i feel so regretted.
regretted on the decision i've made.
If only, time will rewind back .
I hope everything will remain the same like before.
♥withlove;
@ 11:50 PM
@ 11:50 PM
