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♥Monday, April 04, 2011♥

Failure.


1 month of being jobless, and yet im doing nothing in it.
why is it that getting myself a full time job can be so difficult.
Are my expectation of salary is really too high? Or i didnt have any aim in life now?
I was offered a job in several company, but i rejected them eventually.
Not that the salary is too low, but i just feels like those jobs isnt suitable for me.
I know, im judging at things without trying. why is this so?
just tell me why. And this always flash through my mind when im thinking ,"I will get a better salary outside more better than this".
Being having this thinking i know getting myself a full time job will not be easy.
And im already getting sick of going interview and writing the job application form again and again.
why do i even have to bother to go down for interview whereas at the end of the day i still rejected their offer? Or do i have so much time to waste on?
Seriously, i feels that im sucha failure in life.


Instead of going after what i want in life, i let things control my life. Failure isnt it ?
What do i actually wants in life now? can anyone tell me?
I feel like lazing around everyday and be the carefree girl that everyone use to know.
But can i? I need a job seriously now, not for the sake of enjoying. but for the sake of money.
why is it that in life, money is so important. ):

♥withlove;
@ 12:16 AM