♥Monday, July 18, 2011♥
Down to earth.
Meanwhile while waiting for yiyi to finish her powerpoint slides, here i'm updating my post.
And she had been sleeping over at my house to keep me accompany. :D
So 3 weeks more to finish 1 semester of school.
But, somehow i feel i couldnt make it through year 2. Feel so demoralized in everything.
2011 to me, wasnt as successful as what i think. Perhaps, I should look forward for 2012.
Or what can i say to make myself through year 1 when all my module seem to be so badly done?
I really dont think i was fitted to go poly. didnt know why, just have this kind of feeling.
Feeling such a failure in me. ):
Drop this matter. I know i should try harder in order to achieve the things i want.
So yeah, life is such a fuckup i should say.
Just a little thoughts, will bring my entire mood down.
I'm seriously very tired in all these shits.
Wanting to stop everything, but just couldnt. Because things doesnt go on my ways!
Life sucks. Sometime i do wonder, why are we living for.
After so long of struggling, so long of trying and yet everything comes to an end.
Yes, i'm tired.
I defeat lose in everything.
Be it relationship or studies.
And i know im stupid enough to hold onto it.
I know after some time, things will comes to an end. Sooner or later.
No point clinging on the things which its doesnt belong to me.
It's just the matter of time. ):
I'm not trying to be emotional over here. Pardon me.
But like you see, things cant be control. I hate how my life is right now.
S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y !
Life continues, no matter what. *Sigh!
Meanwhile while waiting for yiyi to finish her powerpoint slides, here i'm updating my post.
And she had been sleeping over at my house to keep me accompany. :D
So 3 weeks more to finish 1 semester of school.
But, somehow i feel i couldnt make it through year 2. Feel so demoralized in everything.
2011 to me, wasnt as successful as what i think. Perhaps, I should look forward for 2012.
Or what can i say to make myself through year 1 when all my module seem to be so badly done?
I really dont think i was fitted to go poly. didnt know why, just have this kind of feeling.
Feeling such a failure in me. ):
Drop this matter. I know i should try harder in order to achieve the things i want.
So yeah, life is such a fuckup i should say.
Just a little thoughts, will bring my entire mood down.
I'm seriously very tired in all these shits.
Wanting to stop everything, but just couldnt. Because things doesnt go on my ways!
Life sucks. Sometime i do wonder, why are we living for.
After so long of struggling, so long of trying and yet everything comes to an end.
Yes, i'm tired.
I defeat lose in everything.
Be it relationship or studies.
And i know im stupid enough to hold onto it.
I know after some time, things will comes to an end. Sooner or later.
No point clinging on the things which its doesnt belong to me.
It's just the matter of time. ):
I'm not trying to be emotional over here. Pardon me.
But like you see, things cant be control. I hate how my life is right now.
S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y !
Life continues, no matter what. *Sigh!
♥withlove;
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