At times I always wonder, who do I live for?
Myself , friends or family?
And all along, I'm telling myself I live for myself. But yet again and again, everything proves me wrong.
How disappointing!

True enough, I envy my cousin.
Envy her of going Italy to earn some earnings for some period of time.
Thou, the pay wasn't a lot as compare in Singapore. But does that really matters?

I envy her, yes I do.
At least if I do have the chance, I will make sure I will enjoy myself and throw all the worries before I'm back to Singapore.
How I wish I could be like her, but I know I couldn't.

So as for now, all I can do is to make my life more meaningful instead of wasting my time over and over again.

And yes, I intended and make up my mind of furthering my studies in diploma.
Hopefully I will enroll myself latest in the october intake.
Meanwhile, shall do some job hunting and get myself settle down with a temporary job in order to get subsidy for my courses.

Time consuming. So much of things to be completed, and yet so little time.
And I hope, everything won't came crashing one another.
I hope.

What's next?
Genting and Taiwan trips coming up before my course starts.
Awesome!

But still, I got to make sure I have some savings in order to have more shopping loots back.

So I shall pray hard, I will able to find a temporary job soon.

P/S: 4 hours of sleep left and hopefully I won't overslept and late for photoshoot later.